Ahalya sat on the edge of the bed. She had been suspecting it but after getting the results she was clear. The big C, the dreaded disease had stuck. Third stage breast cancer.
‘Amma, did you get the result’, it was her daughter Shreya who lived close by.
‘Yes, breast cancer, third stage’, answered Ahalya
‘What?’, shrieked Shreya and pulled the report from her hands.
After some moments Shreya asked, ‘Now what Amma’.
‘More test, chemo, some more tests I guess’, smiled Ahalya and then after seeing Shreya crying silently she added, ‘this too shall pass, dear, don’t worry.’
‘But why you have to suffer amma, always, why?, screamed Shreya
‘Karma’, answered Ahalya.
‘Crap. I haven’t seen you do bad or wish bad for others, then why’, Said Shreya
‘Must have done something bad in my previous lives….
‘Or the Lord must like you very much, say, go ahead, say’, said Shreya.
Ahalya just smiled and patted her head. Once upon a time she had been just like Shreya; impulsive, hot headed, outspoken. Thankfully she had changed.
She had been married young. She had Shreya within a year of marriage. But within a few months of Shreya’s birth her husband died in a road accident. It had been a battle since then. On one hand people claimed that Shreya was unlucky, on the other hand, family had created problems. Her husband was a government servant and legally she should have got a job after him but her brother in law applied but she fought with him and got the job. Her brother stopped talking to her fearing that she would land up in his house and forbade her to visit their parents. She never stepped inside his house again but never stopped talking to her parents and always invited them home. Shreya was being cut off from her father’s inheritance, she fought for that too. On the work front too, so many challenges she had to face as a single woman.
Everything she managed alone.
She smiled and picked up the copy of the Bhagavad Gita and held it close to her heart.
‘Amma, amma,…..what are you thinking? How can you be serene at such a moment too…’.
‘tam eva saranam gaccha sarva-bhavena bharata
tat-prasadat param santim sthanam prapsyasi sasvatam
‘Explain Amma’, asked Shreya
‘O scion of Bharata, surrender unto Him utterly. By His grace you will attain transcendental peace and the supreme and eternal abode’, said Ahalya, ‘You and me have faced so many troubles Shreya but We were never really alone. Strangers came forward, difficult situations eased themselves and unknown strength blossomed in our hearts. Without our knowing someone always helped us and each moment made us stronger’
‘Amma, how can you be so strong and serene in this difficult moment too ‘ Shreya asked.
‘Faith and Surrender give you strength and serenity my dear’, Ahalya smiled and hugged her daughter.
I’m Writing Bravely for the Write Tribe Festival of Words – March 2019’
Today’s prompt ‘Serenity’
Faith makes us strong – what a lovely story!
Thank you Jisha
Faith would conquer everything. Utter submission would alleviate all our tensions. Beautifully written
Thank you Shravmusings
I love the shloka you quoted here. Very touching story.
Thank you Meena
Sometimes we can only hold on to faith and surrender. That also gives so much peace and serenity. Well said.
Sometimes we just worry even though there is no real need; knowing that there is a higher power gives us strength.
Thank you writing journey
That’s so profound. Acceptance, faith and and forgiveness, these are life-altering lessons. And with these by our side, we can conquer anything!
Some cases acceptance is the only way, and that brings so much peace
Admire Ahalya’s serenity in the face of an adversity.
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Thank you Kalpana
Total Surrender to God, only great souls can do that. Ahalya’s inner strength is admirable!
Surrender stems from faith. If we believe unconditionally, surrender is possible to all.
Thank you Madhavi
Complete submission, whether in pain or gain, is the ultimate state of being! Ahalya appears to be epitome of it.
A very different take on the prompt Bhagyashree. Your stories, posts always have a profound message and a lesson to learn from. Thanks for that!
And surrender is possuble when we have a low ego
Thanks for the encouraging words Anagha